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SO OVER IT.
(so over you)
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[7. 8. 06 // @ 2 : 52 am] |
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if i could offer any advice, i would tell you to never let someone, despite how much you love and care for them, become all of your world. because when it's over, you have nothing left.
losing someone, even if not by death, that you love is painful. i feel so hopeless right now, so used, like he doesn't care anymore. he got everything he wanted; and now he's gone.
i always pitied people who cried during break-ups, but in seven months this boy turned my world upside-down and made me into the person i'd always wanted to be. and i don't regret one minute of it, and i can't help crying and wondering - what am i supposed to do now?
all i can do is sit here and ask - does he still love me? care for me? is he going to fight for this? or is everything, in one simple night, over. everything i fought for. argued for. loved for. cried for. over.
i want to go back a month ago, where no sex or anything was involved, when i was sure he loved me for all the right reasons. i want that back more than anything in the world. i want to hear 'i love you' again, and have some kind of feeling behind it.
i just want him.
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[5. 16. 06 // @ 4 : 47 pm] |
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some people that i thought were my friends can kiss my skinny white ass,
i hate two faced people.
who think i'm so jealous of them,
when i have no reason to be.
i'm fucking sick of harding's bullshit.
but only 10 and a half more days
and i'm out.
but hey guess what,
i fell head over heels in love.
it's the real thing.
how do i know?
because it's when you can look at them
and see nothing their imperfections,
but it just makes you love them even more.
yeah, it's kind of like that.
E>
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[1. 1. 06 // @ 1 : 07 am] |
first entry of 2006.
hope everyone had a great new year♥
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let me have my moment of girli-ness.
OHH EMM EFF GEE I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND ♥
kthx, I'm done. :D
this weekend is going to be the best (hopefully). it'll be even better than the last weekend of summer, because there will be no Gino involved. ew. Gino.
well, I still have a lot of homework that I have to do which I should have done earlier because I didn't go to school. oh welll.
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